Hello. I am a 34 year old mother of 4. I have partial complex seizures and pseudoseizures. We are a one income household. I HAVE to work. I cant miss work, I cant cut back. We are on a third type of seizure medication to try to control them. Not going well. I have a referral to a specialty center but I am terrified they are going to tell me what they told me three years ago, keep trying pills and therapy. Like I can get days off for therapy and rides there an hour away. My neurologist told me I was "too young" to consider disability for. But it seems like each time I work seizures build up to this point. I don't know what to do. I cant work but I cant not work.