Frustrated!!

I'm extremely frustrated as I think I've had TLE for the past 15 years and can't get the diagnosis or support that I need to get through this. I just saw a second neuro after having had a normal EEG and MRI and being given Clobazam (kin to Valium) to calm the seizures. My body has become tolerant to the medication and I'm having seizures again every night. Before the meds I was having many seizures every night. The Neuro said that he doesn't think that it is epilepsy because there are so many different seizure types that I have. In the past 15 years I have lost conciousness numerous times (urinating on three of the occasions) but have never had convulsive seizures. At the moment I'm having what I think are simple partials because I always retain conciousness. I have auditory and visual hallucinations and then a wave comes over my body and I can't move. These usually only last around a minute. Occasionally I have stronger seizures where it feels as if I'm being electrocuted, and I can visualize the position of my body although by eyes are closed. I know that I am drooling and my muscles are contracted. These seizures are always accompanied by a rememberance of the same seizure in the past when I was younger. Some seizures I feel as if I'm being levitated and my body is turning around in space. I often have déja vu and have extremely poor memory. Do other people with epilepsy go through many differnt types of seizures? It seems to me from what I've read that people with TLE can have many different types of seizures, so why would this neurologist just dismiss it? He wanted to up the dose of Clobazam, but I demanded a 24 EEG, since most of my seizures occur in slow sleep. My husband doesn't understand why I don't just trust the neurologist and accept that I don't have epilepsy; he thinks the seizures are illusional. Please, someone tell me if I'm just going crazy or if someone experiences the same symptoms!Pine