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i think i had my first absence seizures when i was about 12.. though from what i've been reading it might have been a partial-complex seizures. They came few and far between. when i was in high school i think i was about 17 maybe younger i was typing up a report on the computer when i got the deja vue feeling, the next thing i knew i was udner the desk and there was blood dripping from where i'd just cracked opening a spot above my eyebrow. i still have the scar. They figured i had low blood sugar and put me on iron pills and called it a day. In reality i most likely should have told them about the deja vue feeling but.. i was young and though it was something everyone got. So years went on and i would have maybe one a year if not any. Up untell about a little over a year ago. You see i'm a horse backrider. I'd bough my first horse and aftr owning him for 6 months we had our first tumble. i took a hoof to the back of the helmet which did a nice big crack up the back leaving me with a mild concusion. Now i've been having partial-complex seizures about once ever few months. They didnt really bother me much other then make me tired. Again i didnt know where they where i just though it was deja vue. I had a black mold scare where i work and i was having issues breathing, when i went to the doctor i told them they i was having these deja vue things more often and the nurse said i most likely had petite mals. Baffled as to why they would shrug of something like a seizure i went hunting on the web for info about it. While i havnt gone back to the doctor yet i'm waiting for medical insurance to kick in because i have two kids and cant afford to pay all the bills myself. We recently went to ireland, where i didnt have any bad days at all. But when we got back home i had 5 in three days. The last two really bothered me. I was sitting playing legos with my son and i felt it coming but i couldnt move, i just kinda sat there while he babbled and nothing he said made sense, then i started to hear someone screaming at me. It was so loud it left my ears ringing for a little while afterwards. The days following i didnt even feel like i was in my own body. I felt very out of it. While its been awhile now i still feel kinda edgy, i refuse to drive or ride my horse now untell i see a doctor because i dont want to have one while doing either thing and get hurt. I'm just kinda happy to find a place to talk to other folks who understand. My husband kinda does but.. its not the same as talking to other people who know what your going through.