If I have children will they be okay? Tooo much medicane? Is this NORMAL!?!?!? I'm so tired of this! Somone help!

I posted this before, but here I go againnnn... My docter put me on tegretol, depakote, and he just put me on keppra because he said I wasn't taking enough medicane. Isn't that a lot? I am soon getting engaged and I am worried because I do want to have children soon. And I do know that I can not take depakote or keppra if I am pregnant. I have been on tegretol since I was diagnosed with seizures which was when I was 9, and started taking depakote at 11. I am 19 and I just started keppra and I was wondering if this helps. I really need answers. Is it fine if I keep switching medicanes? Because I don't want to take depakote or keppra anymore. What other medicane can I take to replace there? But anyways, someone please get back to me if you know answers...thanks. My seizures have increased a little, but I still don't see why my nuerologist would put me on all these medications. I am really scared that If I don't take them I'll have more seizures. I asked him if he could take me off both of them and give me a medicane that I would be able to take when I decide on becoming pregnant, but he said he didn't want to switch them, or atleast not yet. I am really scared that this can harm my children. I really don't know what to do. The seizures that I am having are in the morning which are usually 5 seconds long and I do remember them. I usually only have them when I sleep in longer than I should. Right now... I am taking............................ Morning: Keppra 500mg Depakote 500mg Tegretol 400mg Afternoon: Tegretol 400mg Night: Keppra 500mg Tegretol 400mg ................................ IS THIS A LOT? I have tooken depakote and tegretol for many years now. Never really had problems with them till now. Or atleast not with tegretol. I don't feel that depakote is helping me much, but I'm not a nuero/epi. I went to my docter the day I was having seizures. I was having them NONSTOP. I don't even know what kind I was having...I mean, I DO know, but I haven't read or heard about these kind of seizures anywhere, or maybe I have in a WAY. I had them from 8:00AM to 11:00AM nonstop. Every minute I would have a seizure that usually lasted 5-8 seconds. So I had more than 20 seizures. Sometimes I would get 5 minute breaks, but then I would get one again. I know everything that is going on, I remember everything. I can talk during my minute (or 5 minute) breaks to whoever is around me, walk, run, do whatever, but there goes another seizure 5 minutes later. (complex seizure) I told my nuero this, so I guess this is why he increased my medicane, maybe? I am not deciding to become pregnant NOW, but maybe 1/2 a year I will decide to. Though I am still scared. I don't know want to do. I am so stressed out, and so worried. I need answers! Anyways, what do you think? -Lover_A