Possible complex partial seizures effecting sense of self?

A question for everyone on this board: Does anyone's seizures effect their sense of self? I have not been diagnosed with epilepsy but my psychiatrist has referred to me to a neurologist to be assessed. He thinks I may be having complex partial seizures. On and off for the last ten years I have had episodes where I will suddenly feel a strange feeling in my stomach and I chill/shiver throughout my body and I will suddenly feel a huge wave of fear and confusion roll over. I will feel as though I don't recognize myself and everything will be unfamiliar and I will feel a lack of connection to people I care about and my environment. Some of the ways that I have described to my doctor are: *Like looking at my inner self from outside somewhere and not recognizing what I see. Like I am not who I was 5 minutes ago and I are VERY aware of this. My sense of self is suddenly flipped over and malfunctioning. It happens in an instant, and sends a shiver through me and a hot feeling to flow through my body. Tingles all the way to my scalp. *Feeling like Me is gone and the me who is there is not the real me, like someone else is looking through my eyes at the world, without me being in it. *A feeling of strangeness, like things are just not right for some reason and i don't know why. *There is nothing to grab hold of that’s familiar, and what I grab onto isn't right. My self doesn't fit, it isn't right. *Knowing who I am but not "feeling" who I am. The who I am is wrong at that moment *Like suddenly being thrust into a new space and the self that is there doesn't feel like mine. These experiences are incredibly frightening and though they don't happen during a panic or anxiety attack, they can definitely cause one.They usually happen during times of high stress (moving away to college,getting married) Afterwards I find myself checking and rechecking, evaluating my internal processes and thoughts trying to figure out what just happened. My memory seems to be affected as well. Sometimes an episode can be accompanied by a twitch in my left shoulder and an internal shaking or vibration throughout my torso. I have spent the last ten years, since I was 14, being afraid that I am going crazy. I never talked about to doctors because I was afraid of the stigma. Has anyone on this site ever had any experiences like this with their epilepsy?