Hi everyone. My 9 year old was diagnosed with epilepsy last summer and it has been a horrible roller coaster ride. Everytime the meds stabilize my child the dr ups the dosage then it starts all over again. Her episodes range from staring out to nothing, intense rage, behavior problems, sometimes involving convulsing and now a new one is extreme horrific hallucinations. Drs have no idea where we are from on what is causing this. How do yall handle these as a parent? My husband and I are so worn out. So exhausted. So angry. So hurt esp when our child doesnt want to follow directions then throws themself into a seizure. We are so afraid we will lose our child one of these days from a intense episode. Any advice? Thanks everyone for listening.