As I always start out any discussion I find that I wish everyone well. Right now I am during a big long struggle, and just don't know what to do.
Have had my epilepsy for 40 years. Tough areas I have dealt with is how I don't feel like near family members don't care about my situation. Looking for help.
Brother / sister: Never call, never ask.
Father / Mom: My Mom just doesn't like hearing bad things so she never asks, and my Dad is just there to support her, so doesn't say much.
Right now I am on Keppra & Dilantin. My current neuro is not much to speak with. Feel the Keppra may have been causing some anxiety issues. But in my path towards getting a new job, don't want to rock the boat if it were with a new med.
I am on my own anyway, so if I made decisions it would only be to myself. Back to my folks, they won't ever ask about anything.
My health insurance is not there right now. I have meds to help me out temporarily, but other things could arise.
I have skipped out on some bills, but just trying to get by. Do I ever hear anything from anyone? Don't feel like I have any friends that want to hear it.
I have been looking at things more positively lately(trying). Weeding out the negative nature of things.
I am starting to ramble now. I need to find a really nice church to be around. But am finding that my anxiety is preventing me from that.
Currently unemployed and had seizures on the job with my last two jobs. Financial struggle. Not hearing anything back from anyone on job applications.