Astrocytoma

Ok ladies i have posted before but i havent been on for a while. Just so you know i have a 2 year old daughter, when i became pregnant with her i started having seizures, and they told me that i have epilepsy. Well in June i had 3 seizures in a row and while at the hospital they did a cat scan, i had a high fever and bad headache, which i knew the headache was from the seizures, specially that many in a row ya know. Well the doctor comes and tells me that i need to make sure that this cyst, that was located on the right side of my head in the back, i needed to make sure with my doctors that it hasnt changed at all. Well i was like wait a minute i was never told anything about any cyst and he just kept telling me i needed to talk to my doctor. Well the next day i went to my doctors well he talked to me about it and said he wanted me to go to a nerologist and so i did and he was great but right away he told me that it wasnt just a cyst that it was a tumor so i was kinda freaked out ya know. Well then he sent me to a nero surgen who told me that it was a small tumor and it had a rather large fluid filled cyst with a tail around it and he scheduled surgery in 2 weeks and mris and stuff. Well a week after the surgery i called to see if they had the biopsy results and my nero surgens assistand said not yet and then the next day my actual nerosurgen calls me an tells me it is cancer. When i first talked to him he said there was a 5% chance that it would be cancerouse and that there was a 75% chance no more seizures, well i have no luck. So now i get to have mris every 3 months for the next ten years and along with the list of docs i have i now have a cancer doctor whos great. Its just so not fair i am 22 years old with a whole life ahead of me. There no going to do chemo or anything right now because they removed the whole tumor but if i get more there going to either have to do surgery again or chemo or the other crap. Well i need to go ladies please feel free to post.