Believe...Miracles do happen... the power of believing

Thank you Maggie. I wanted to say exactly what you said, but I didn't want to rock any boats. Belinda, for what ever reason finds my posts and replies very negatively all the time. Epilepsy is a very hard disorder to live with. There are many different types of seizures, everyone takes different amount of seizures daily, monthly, and yearly. Depending on the case and the person everone hanles their disorder differently. Our bodies and emotions are like rollacossters, not knowing what the next day day will bring. We cannot change the past, we do not know what is going to happen tommorrow. Will we have a seizure? Will my body feel run down. I do not now, but I am not going to focus on what might happen. I am going to focus on now. I am not going to let my disorder take control of me. I cannot control my seizures, but I can control the way I feel. I can accomplish my dreams and acheive my goals.I have been through a lot in life. I was not always this positive. This is something that takes time, and hard work.I started off with big dreams of becoming a big exec in new york. Being another Donald Trump! I got a job with a big TV network in NY. It was a lot of hard work and it was not as glorifed as I pictured. I had 9 seizures in 1 day. During one of the seizures I fell in the main hall (grand mal) 2 Produces walked by. they didn't even help me. half hour later I was fired!That same week I was crossing the street in the city. I fell and had a seizure in the middle of the street. The light turned green. If you're familar with NY you'll know that cars don't wait for no one especially taxi's!It just happened that 2 cops were on the corner and saw me fall and 1 dove in the middle of the street to help me and the other directed taffic around me. God knows what could of happed if those cops weren't there.I had many things happen, just like everyone else and I'm sure we all have our stories to tell, many far worse than those.What I am trying to say(message) we are not going to have a perfect life. and things are not going to turn out the exact way we plan, but we cannot let that stop us from loving ourselves, reaching our goals and enjoying life to its fullest.And if you have not reached this point, in which you think like this then get up from out of you seat and start looking to find the answers so you can make you dreams come true...I write now and I have a website where I write a lot of articles and stories, poetry ect.. to help people including my self.May peace be with you...Staceywww.authorsden.com/staceydchillemiI didn't give up. I began to work on myself